kali
2007-02-20
I broke up with kali i did it for a bunch of reasons but noneof them had ne thing to do with Jacob im so proud of myself.... I mean yea i like kali but at this point in time i dont think its good for me to b dating ne 1 right now ... i know i still have feelings for jacob but i tried to keep my feelings for him out of my relationship with her... i feel bad bc i think i hurt her... but she told me that she loved me within a week and it really scared me and i wasnt trying to hurt her or ne thing but i kno i did bc brie told me that she called Jacob and Kali was upset and stuff... I can;t be tellin someone that i love them within a week of me and the person getting together.. i think thats way too soon... idk what i really think about relationships right now.. im more or less not wanting to date ne 1 but still get attention ne wayz.. but yea.. ttul
The Group (aka Fuck It)
2007-02-17
Me, Brandi, Brian, Trista, and Nick .... the group basically involves a bunch of people that are just like me in their own little way.. we basically chill at my house majority of the time and usually when we do we find the weirdest ways to get there ... from walking all the way from the school to my house to riding in the back of a guys truck half way to the house and freezing in the snow... i always have a kick ass time chillin with the group but here lately something seems off... i mean theres a lot of bullshit going on with everybodies families and shit so we havent really got to hang out like we used to but i hope with time and the end of the drama the group will all be back together ... i miss just us chillin without my sisters running inevery 3 and a 1/2 minutes... but the bullshit of having to ask certain people 2 do stuff when b4 they started chillin with selected person i didnt have to ask im thinking bout cuting the bullshit and tellin the group how much i hate certain little things they do... i hate my friends hanging out with my sisters i mean they are my friends and my sisters always fuck everything up for me.... eventually i will talk the group into writing just one story each and putting it in a book and after we do we will all hide the book in a very secret and one day along the road we will remember the book and go get it and read it and it will remind us of all the good times that we have had together... idk if the group will go for it but ima try talkin them into it ....
Asian Long- Horned Beetle
2007-02-15
ok if it is possible to find a really boring subject to have to do a project on i think this one.. im sittin here and im waiting til after school.... im still working on my project but im anticipating school ending i cant wait to walk out those doors and be away from here... i just want to go home and get stoned ... the whole quittin thing worked for like a week and then i couldnt do it ... but yea plz dont be mad at me and stuff
idk what u all r gonna say bout this ... but plz comment
2007-02-13
Ok so i dont think i can quit.... i stopped for like 2 weeks and then i gave up... i need it .... theres no way in hell i can deal with my family without it .... mom was bitching the other day... and she told me to get my shit and get the fuck out ... so i did... i had a place to go... i had clothes, food, and all the stuff i would need.. and a safe place where i know that i will be completely safe.... my mom has told me that im a stupid bitch and i should die and rot in hell.... im pretty sick of my moms shit by now.. and i know my sisters are too... my whole family doesnt really get along and after the lil incident that happend that half of the family is trying to cover up and the other half wants him to go to jail... its seriously starting to tear the family apart ... i told my mom that i want to go live with them ... she said no... but it doesnt matter bc after everythings good with brandi im going to my place of calm and im gonna be living there ... jamie and heather already said that i can move in .... i mean we went to go try to get jamie and heather temp custody of me... but bc of the shit with mom and grandma ... im back here ... but i need to be here for my friends .. she told me she needed me to be here for her .... so im gonna be here but once everything chills out for her ima be talkin to jamie and heather and getting out of here...she asked me out
2007-02-06
I'm sure ya'll remember that i had a date with Kali on the 3rd.... well after the movie was over Kali me Katy Adam Sarah and Caroline were all chillin and kali asked me to coem with her around the corner so i did and she said Brit i really like you and i was wondering if you will be my girlfriend... she asked me out .... i think that is totally awsome and now me and her are talkin bout me coming and staying the weekend at her house but its not this weekend ... her parents have something planned this weekend and next weekend so im basically staying at her hous 3 weeks from now...
!~Brit~!
Something
2007-02-05
I went on my date this past weekend and Kali asked me out.... I've been in a really good mood since she asked me but yea... i gtg for now ...
Bye
My date
2007-02-02
My date with Kali is tomorrow and i can't wait ... idk if she invited Jacob or not .. i hope she didnt ... but its w/e if she did i dont really care.... well ima go i'll probly post again later today if i have a lot of free time in my forth block class but for now ima go bc i forgot to do my friday news article...
!~Brit~!
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