well... lets just say I have a problem
2007-01-30
For the past 2 yrs my main way of dealing with things has been drugs. I can say that I'm addicted... I first started with one of my friends under a bridge down the street... and my friend told me the other day that she was quitting ...and I've decided that I need to quit too.. I mean where is it really going to get me in life ?? ..... After she told me I had been thinkin about it for a couple days and it really hit me when she told me bc she was the first person that i smoked up with and one of the people that i used to get messed up with ... and it made me start to wonder .. in the past two years... what has it really done for me... i mean its helped me get through some hard times and ..... now i think i can make it on my own without the drugs without the alcohol... but im still gonna smoke cigs ... without the trees i think i could do so much better than i am right now ... i could think clearly long enough to solve my problems without going staight to the weed for answers... at this point i think i might actually be able to pull off quitting .. and go clean... for a while im probly gonna post about this and a couple other subjects but i really would like to have all of your support to help me through this ...
!~Brit~!
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