Me and Brandon
2008-04-17
Okay so his dad made him break up with me last night... but its sorta like we're still together... idk im just really confused..
My Baby Brandon
2008-04-04
Hes a sweetheart... I really like him... I cant quite say i love him yet... Its still a little soon for that... We started dating March 27th,2008.... He actually treats me right too... Its not like Brian with the give me attention one minute and push me away the next.... But its all good.... Mom actually likes Brandon and Its only been a week.... That never happens... But ima go for now talk to ya'll later....
!~Brit~!
Same old shit dog... just a different day
2008-03-03
Okay so a bunch of crazy shit has popped off since the last time i was on here....
1. I moved....
I'm not living but maybe like 30 minutes from my old house but i still miss it and ive been here since november.... Everyone that had every came to my old house misses it.... It's now Feburary 19th and I just got a phone on Valentines Day.
2. I met Brian....
I really like him and from time to time I think he just likes ------ with my head and other times it actually seems like he actually may feel for me... I'm not tryin to push him into being with me if hes not tryin to but i really do care about him.... Idk what to do bout that boy..... Because Brian's basically a little player and yes I realize that and if I do get him back then yes he probly will cheat on me but I can't decide if its worth it or not knowin that I'm gonna get hurt again but I really care about him... I've tried to move on and date other people but I see Brian everyday and I still want to be with him.
3. I met a few new people...
Okay so i still live with my mom because im not 18 yet.... and most of my best friends have lived with me at some point and time...
Trista has either lived with me or basically lived with me for about a year now....
Brandi has lived with me 3 different times and every time she leaves its usually because of a big arguement with mom....
BMF lived with me for a couple weeks it was pretty tight (he's like my older brother) ....
Right now i guess you could say that Chris lives with me because he's been stayin with me for almost two whole weeks now.... its gonna be some shit when my sister Katie comes back....because Chris is kinda posted in her room...
4. Brian's Mom....
Tammy is tha shit... I can talk to Tammy about anything.... She grew up with my mom which is also kick ass... I can talk to her bout how i feel about Brian a lot easier than I can talk to Brian about it... I guess she just listens to how i feel without making me feel bad bout it ... She's awsome and I wish she wouldn't have gotten kicked off of the apartment complex property for a year.
My Labrae
2007-06-07
I finally got my labrae done.. my mom did it for me .... actually but its just a little bit off... but yea i just had to tell all of u that ... everyone that reads this must leave their opinion.....
!~Brit~!
Corcidin
2007-06-03
+okay+ since i cant smoke up ive beenGrades and shit
2007-05-11
Ok so i got grounded because I had 3 "F's" and 1 "B"
but I got my math grade up to a "C"
So maybe i might not be as grounded....
<3 Brandon
2007-05-10
Me and mom got in a huge arguement last night and i called brandon and mom picked up the phone and started bitchin with him on the phone and shes letting him come up so we can chill... well ima go get some school work caught up so i might be able to chill with him later... well gtg bye
real fast blog
2007-05-08
Im at school and the comp fucked up my other message so ima try to put everything in a nutshell real fast... I have a new boyfriend been together about a month now ... Brandi moved down to Georgia with her dad for a while... I have my first job and Brandon works with me...home
2007-03-12
Ok so i was only in foster care for 6 days.... then i went home.... my sisters were in for a week but thats bc they went in a day b4 i did... now that im home and joe has moved in ... i dont have a room or any personal space away from my sisters everywhere i go they follow and then when i try to tell them to go away they both say its not your room... ima bout to move out into the camper when we get it set up... but then again i might move into the doll house....
foster care
2007-03-05
Ok so my sisters got taken away... and so have I... They government is making ridiculus accusations about my mom. Me and my sisters are all in seperate foster homes.... and my mom has a heart condition and all the stress from me and my sisters being gone is slowly eating away at her.... she doesnt have her nerve medication and the doctor wont prescribe her ne more bc .. wal mart called the wrong doctor to get the last script filled and the wrong doctor authorized it so now that my mom has ran out of it .. the original doctor that was supposed to fill it wont ne more bc he thinks my mom is as some say " doctor shopping" ... everything has happend so very fast.... im living with my ex boyfriends ex foster parents.... ikd what to do but im for sure not gonna run i can do w/e i want at the new foster house.... im the only kid there but there are a bunch of kids around the neighborhood and for now im like 5 minutes away from my mom... ss yea ima go ttul buh byez
kali
2007-02-20
I broke up with kali i did it for a bunch of reasons but noneof them had ne thing to do with Jacob im so proud of myself.... I mean yea i like kali but at this point in time i dont think its good for me to b dating ne 1 right now ... i know i still have feelings for jacob but i tried to keep my feelings for him out of my relationship with her... i feel bad bc i think i hurt her... but she told me that she loved me within a week and it really scared me and i wasnt trying to hurt her or ne thing but i kno i did bc brie told me that she called Jacob and Kali was upset and stuff... I can;t be tellin someone that i love them within a week of me and the person getting together.. i think thats way too soon... idk what i really think about relationships right now.. im more or less not wanting to date ne 1 but still get attention ne wayz.. but yea.. ttul
The Group (aka Fuck It)
2007-02-17
Me, Brandi, Brian, Trista, and Nick .... the group basically involves a bunch of people that are just like me in their own little way.. we basically chill at my house majority of the time and usually when we do we find the weirdest ways to get there ... from walking all the way from the school to my house to riding in the back of a guys truck half way to the house and freezing in the snow... i always have a kick ass time chillin with the group but here lately something seems off... i mean theres a lot of bullshit going on with everybodies families and shit so we havent really got to hang out like we used to but i hope with time and the end of the drama the group will all be back together ... i miss just us chillin without my sisters running inevery 3 and a 1/2 minutes... but the bullshit of having to ask certain people 2 do stuff when b4 they started chillin with selected person i didnt have to ask im thinking bout cuting the bullshit and tellin the group how much i hate certain little things they do... i hate my friends hanging out with my sisters i mean they are my friends and my sisters always fuck everything up for me.... eventually i will talk the group into writing just one story each and putting it in a book and after we do we will all hide the book in a very secret and one day along the road we will remember the book and go get it and read it and it will remind us of all the good times that we have had together... idk if the group will go for it but ima try talkin them into it ....
Asian Long- Horned Beetle
2007-02-15
ok if it is possible to find a really boring subject to have to do a project on i think this one.. im sittin here and im waiting til after school.... im still working on my project but im anticipating school ending i cant wait to walk out those doors and be away from here... i just want to go home and get stoned ... the whole quittin thing worked for like a week and then i couldnt do it ... but yea plz dont be mad at me and stuff
idk what u all r gonna say bout this ... but plz comment
2007-02-13
Ok so i dont think i can quit.... i stopped for like 2 weeks and then i gave up... i need it .... theres no way in hell i can deal with my family without it .... mom was bitching the other day... and she told me to get my shit and get the fuck out ... so i did... i had a place to go... i had clothes, food, and all the stuff i would need.. and a safe place where i know that i will be completely safe.... my mom has told me that im a stupid bitch and i should die and rot in hell.... im pretty sick of my moms shit by now.. and i know my sisters are too... my whole family doesnt really get along and after the lil incident that happend that half of the family is trying to cover up and the other half wants him to go to jail... its seriously starting to tear the family apart ... i told my mom that i want to go live with them ... she said no... but it doesnt matter bc after everythings good with brandi im going to my place of calm and im gonna be living there ... jamie and heather already said that i can move in .... i mean we went to go try to get jamie and heather temp custody of me... but bc of the shit with mom and grandma ... im back here ... but i need to be here for my friends .. she told me she needed me to be here for her .... so im gonna be here but once everything chills out for her ima be talkin to jamie and heather and getting out of here...she asked me out
2007-02-06
I'm sure ya'll remember that i had a date with Kali on the 3rd.... well after the movie was over Kali me Katy Adam Sarah and Caroline were all chillin and kali asked me to coem with her around the corner so i did and she said Brit i really like you and i was wondering if you will be my girlfriend... she asked me out .... i think that is totally awsome and now me and her are talkin bout me coming and staying the weekend at her house but its not this weekend ... her parents have something planned this weekend and next weekend so im basically staying at her hous 3 weeks from now...
!~Brit~!
Something
2007-02-05
I went on my date this past weekend and Kali asked me out.... I've been in a really good mood since she asked me but yea... i gtg for now ...
Bye
My date
2007-02-02
My date with Kali is tomorrow and i can't wait ... idk if she invited Jacob or not .. i hope she didnt ... but its w/e if she did i dont really care.... well ima go i'll probly post again later today if i have a lot of free time in my forth block class but for now ima go bc i forgot to do my friday news article...
!~Brit~!
well... lets just say I have a problem
2007-01-30
For the past 2 yrs my main way of dealing with things has been drugs. I can say that I'm addicted... I first started with one of my friends under a bridge down the street... and my friend told me the other day that she was quitting ...and I've decided that I need to quit too.. I mean where is it really going to get me in life ?? ..... After she told me I had been thinkin about it for a couple days and it really hit me when she told me bc she was the first person that i smoked up with and one of the people that i used to get messed up with ... and it made me start to wonder .. in the past two years... what has it really done for me... i mean its helped me get through some hard times and ..... now i think i can make it on my own without the drugs without the alcohol... but im still gonna smoke cigs ... without the trees i think i could do so much better than i am right now ... i could think clearly long enough to solve my problems without going staight to the weed for answers... at this point i think i might actually be able to pull off quitting .. and go clean... for a while im probly gonna post about this and a couple other subjects but i really would like to have all of your support to help me through this ...
!~Brit~!
kali
2007-01-27
Okay ... I really like this girl... but theres 1 or 2 problems with that ...
1. shes one of my exs best friends
2. shes my best friends ex
but i really like her and i dont want brie (my best friend) and jacob (my ex) to get mad because idk theres something about this girl that really intriges <<sp>> me ... Jacob is stayin the night there but idc bc i kno shes lez and he's her best friend.... shes got me all curious and stuff ... i want to know as much about her as she will tell me ... I can't wait til me and her go on our date.... I want to be with her so bad but we're waiting to know if its okay with Jacob and Brie. I hope she asks me out... usually i'm not one to wait for someone to ask me .. if i really like someone usually I'll ask them but this time its different ... i dont really talk to Jaocb that much ne more ... (not my fault i have tried to call he just doesnt answer) so idk if me and her started going out if he would care and she said shes not gonna date me if jacob doesnt want her to.. and i talked to brie about it for the first time today she didnt really seem to care so i think it would be okay with her if i date Kali ... but idk
well ima go ttul
!~Brit~!
Newbie
2007-01-20
I'm a newbie on here but it's all good. I'm gonna write a short post to let you all get to know me a little bit...
My name is Brittany and I'm 16 yrs. old. I usually have a lot going on in my life. My life is full of twists and occasionally I don't know which way to turn... I have a couple best friends and their usually here for me when I need them but sometimes they have problems of their own that they have to worry about.... I've done a lot of stupid things and I'm still in the process of doing some more if you get that... I have two yuonger whole sisters that live with me and I have 2 half brothers and one half sister that are basically in adoption... which really sux ... one day i will bring my family back together it's just a matter of time... I can't contact my half brothers or half sister until I'm 18 and right now I'm just waiting.... but yea... I don't quite understand how this site works yet so if anyone could help me out it would be appreciated greatly... well I'll post again soon hopefully if I remember how to sign on but yea buh byez
!~Brit~!
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